My long way to the English

In Russian many people study english in school , and then - in university , but - don't know it. I'm from them.

In the school i stud German (also no good) , in univestity i haven't motivation. Many parties, many games.... And no time to english . After i start praying (muslim 5 pray's in day)  , i learn arabic like a fanatic - all the days if i have any leisure time, and i think that english - it's too small target for my notice - when i learn Arabic - lenguage of Word of Allah and our Prophet (peace up on him).

After universiti i have workd programm-ingeneer in a company. And that time i began my most interesting hobby - writing programm to learn arabic. And made the electronic dictionary "arabic russsian", and then - programm in Flash with many sounds and animations to learn arabic alphabet, reading and writing.

And after one year my own site www.ar-ru.ru  about arabic language was a most popular in Russia.

And i think - that work , wich i douing for writing applications - it's a big , and what is a translations on the foreign language after that? - it's too small. But... I did not know english...

And after all that , i begin writing in russian to my blog  about islam. And my posts often was very popular. I was even invited to work in Moscow as muslim journalist.  But russia.... and it's people... so boring (astaghfirullah) .

And i think in second case - i want to write in english , i want more auditory , i belive in myselfs...

But , now, when i have 2 child , and wife , and in my head so many thinks and ideas, and time run so fast. - study language it's not easy . Of cource, i'm reading  in english technical documentations, and even see some films - and i understend it. But, when you want to writing in foreign language - it must be a big lever of knowlege....

So, my brothers and sisters, if you understud some of there (text above ) - pray for my , and ask Allah to help my in study this common language. Amin.

In the next post - if you are understund me, i will write about my methodics how i learn english. It's very creative.

And a question in the end  - are somebody understand my english ?
i am so ashamed for my ignorance...